Not meant to be.....!

No...I didn't get a visa!:( Can u believe it?! It's ridiculous! I was at the embassy from 10 till 5 just waiting and hoping to get a reaction....but nada! I even had a long chat again with the visa guy again but he seems to be like a tape recorder just repeating the same old story and not giving me any new indications or insights! I don't know why but they apparently have some strange reason which they don't care to share with me! They're just playing with me i feel. How do they ever expect the Pakistan-India issue to get resolved by treating people like this. I'm now left clueless to their thinking patterns......
So i had to cancel my ticket and will hopefully will get a refund.
The problem now is....how long can i wait for this? What if they keep playing this game and enjoy watching me suffer? Or am i being paranoid? Well i am pretty upset thats for sure and staying 'cool' hasn't been that easy for me lately either! (sorry for all my recent mood swings guys;)

If anyone has any tips...or even better... contacts at any Indian Embassy anywhere (the Prime Minister will do too ;) then please let me know...ASAP!

Unfortunately all the 'luck', 'prayers', 'success', 'duimen', 'luckycharms' everyone so kindly wished for me then didn't work this time....But i certainly appreciate everyones support!:) Thank you soo much! And hopefully i can take them all along to another day when it will help ......cause i'm not giving up yet!!!