Mixed feelings!

I feel myself being torn from both sides. One side says..."keep it up", "don't give up!", "go to India" and the other "just let it go", "it's not worth it", "change your destination"!!! I feel really torn inbetween and it's hard to know what is the right decision to make! All i know is that time is slowly ticking by.....and i don't know what to do!